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Post by Darketh[the not so kind] on May 9, 2007 17:05:48 GMT -5
Darkheart walked as he often did when confused or when he just needed to be alone. "I am deputy now, that is a big responsability. It's all so different from the normal life of a warrior. I wonder if I can every be as good as the deputy before me, as good as Sablestar? He had to have been deputy at one time. I wonder what he felt like." He was to make sure he kept his voice low. He was know as a cat of fearlessness, and self respect. It was very often that he doubted anything that he had said or done, often getting him into trouble. He gazed up at the fossils. Some day, my pawprints might be there,' he though and sat his black pelt rippling with sleek mussles, and his black tail wrapped around his white paws. Letting out a strong sigh he kept his ears pricked and mouth slightly open in case of enemy cats making it this far into the territory. He stood growling as he smelled another cat and heard there paws.
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Post by brokenspirit on May 9, 2007 20:52:37 GMT -5
Sablestar quietly approached his deputy, and sat next to him. He didn't want to disturb Darkheart, but he looked troubled. As much as he could be a hard leader, he did his best to help out the warriors in his clan, especially his deputy. He needed to be strong right now, the clan needed leadership. With Sablestar taking over, the warriors were restless and worried. Sablestar himself was nervous with his new position, but he put on a strong front, as Darkheart would now need to do. Sablestar wrapped his tail around his paws as he sat next to the deputy, and twitched his whiskers in thought of his own deputyship. It was hard adjusting, but it was necessary, and an honor to help lead the clan. He looked at Darkheart with flinty, but understanding eyes. "Having troubles?"
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Post by Darketh[the not so kind] on May 9, 2007 21:10:58 GMT -5
Darkheart let his fur lie flat and sheathed his claws. He felt rather bad that he had been ready to attack his new leader. His mind reeled as he tried to think of the right words to voice his thoughts, even though he had just said them a few moments ago. After awhile he came to a somewhat exceptable way to voice his thoughts. "I am troubled," he started sounding as if he were forcing himself to admit it. He then continued, "I am findign the past events very hard to understand. It seems as if it was a dream, that I will be waking up and find myself a regular warrior again. But I know that that will never be again." The tip of his tail flicked revealing his snowy white paws. "Not to menton I'm not the most liked cat in the clan."
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Post by brokenspirit on May 9, 2007 21:22:12 GMT -5
Sablestar let out a small breath of laughter, "Do you think I was a popular decision? The other cats think I'm too soft, not hard enough with the other clans." His eyes went darker at this statement. "I think maybe this clan has become too hard..." He trailed off in his own thoughts, but shook his head to clear it and turned back to his deputy. "And if you seek to understand everything in life, you will waste you life away with nothing to show from it. Just concentrate on what you have been chosen to do. Worrying about the past just brings grief and more troubles."
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Post by Darketh[the not so kind] on May 10, 2007 16:47:09 GMT -5
Darkheart nodded not only at Sablestar but at himself. Sablestar's words were true and he made sure to listen to all of them. "Yes but sometimes you can't help but want to know everything, or think about the past. I guess I have to do this..." He said then his voice trailed off whisper. "...Whiteflash, Glorykit, and Shadowkit, would want me to." He said refering to his dead mate and kits. His face hardened to it's usually look as he looked up. "I will do this and I will do it to the best of my ability."
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Post by brokenspirit on May 10, 2007 22:07:38 GMT -5
Sablestar's flinty eyes softened at the mention of the tom's dead family. He himself wouldn't know what to do without Sootpelt. "It is never a good thing to forget the past, but always learn from it, and don't dwell on something you can't change. It only makes you feel worse about it." He stood up and nodded to his deputy. "It's good that you are going to do this to the best of your ability," His mind wandered to Warstar and her dark soul, "But make sure not to lose your heart in the process."
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Post by Darketh[the not so kind] on May 12, 2007 20:32:37 GMT -5
Darkheart nodded as he listened then stood to his paws. He gave a quick stretch and yawn before walking toward camp. "I guess I should get the patrols going," he said a little of his old flame coming back. His tail flicked in a good bye as he dissapeared into the surroundings as he usually did.
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