Anger...(Anyone)

[whitetiger]

Ivorystorm stomped the ground with her paws. She had her long and sharp claws out. She growled."It my fault! I should have been the one to die, not sunset or twilight. I deserve to die!" She yelled to herself. She fell to the ground crying."I should have been the one to die, Sunset and twilight had a family. I didn't. I have nothing, I have no family anymore. My mtohers dead, I havent talked to my brother in moons, I don't even have a father that cares." Ivorystorm was crying harder now, This was the first time she acually showed emotion after she left blazeclan. "I can't believe their dead." More and more anger gathered up inside of ivorystorm.

[dove]

//I rEmEmBeR wHaT uSeD tO bE\\
Of all the cats, Whitecloud, the BlazeClan deputy, smelled Ivorystorm and the emotions coming off of her and started toward her. He was kind of worried about her ever since that day when the other two she-cats, Twilight and Sunset, had unfortunately died.
Whitecloud padded toward her slowly, not wanting to upset her anymore.
"Are you okay?" He mewed quietly, and gently.
He stood a little aways, trying to give her her space, hoping she would be okay.

//NoW i ThInK oF nOw\\

Suddenly, he was reminded of the time, when they fought bitterly. They had tried to be mates, but it did not work out. And then he met Cloverstem...
His heart swelled as he thought of his mate, but he did not show it to Ivorystorm. He had no idea what was going on through her mind now. Of what she thought of him then, and now...

//Of WhAt I lOsT aNd GaIned\\

[Squid]

Hidden deep in a set of tangled bushes was one of Sunset and Breaker's kit, Charcoal. He had followed Ivorystorm to this very spot when he sensed something wrong, of course now that Whitecloud was there, he dare not move from his hiding place. Charcoal knew why Ivorystorm would be upset, when she left the clan, Twilight and Sunset took her in as their apprentice, Breaker had told him the store, and now both were dead.

[whitetiger]

Ivorystorm shook her head."Ofcourse I'm not okay. Sunset and twilight shouldn't have died, they had more to live for, they had family, they had things they wanted to do before they...died. I should have died, not them. I deserve to die, I've done so many things wrong, I broke so many hearts, I dissapointed my father, I left blazeclan without telling the truth. I didn't tell the leader. I lied to them. I deserve to die." Ivorystorm still had tears comming from her blue eyes.

[dove]

//A cRy Of SuCh DeSpAiR\\

Whitecloud took a hesitant step toward the distraught she-cat, but then stopped. He felt it awkward to do anything other than just sit there.



"Please don't cry." He whispered gently. "No one had deserved to die. You don't deserve to die either. And you had your own choice. You decided what was best for you, and everyone will have to live with that. You're not a kit who needs to be babysat." The last two sentences were a bit rougher as he grew a bit irritated.

//ThErE wIlL bE nOtHiNg BuT dEaTh\\

Death is a cruel thing, but she does not have to wallow in despair. He thought bitterly, now thinking of his mate's mother, and of how she died.

[whitetiger]

Ivorystorm looked up.."You have no idea what we were working on whitecloud. When i went to the moutain with twilight, we weren't just traveling, we were going to the moutains because we heard the cats there had proplems, big proplems like moutain lions eating kits. Thats exactly how i got this scar."

Ivorystorm showed the huge claw marks at her neck."We were working on a project. A protection project for kits that get left without a mother, get kicked out of a clan, or just regular clans that need help. I can't carry that on alone. Twilight and sunset could have but not me, I don't know the tribal lands and the clan territorys across the big river as well has them."

Ivorystorm stood and shook her head."I may not be a kit but there's no way I can do this alone."

[dove]

Whitecloud bowed his head, feeling sorry for the distraught she-cat. Suddenly, his head went up, thinking of an idea. "There are a group of loners, you know." He mewed. "In the Uncharted lands. I've been hearing rumors about how they're gathering to do something. I don't know what, but maybe you could find some friends, and they could help you. I mean, they might know the tribes and stuff."


OOC: Please, could you make it as if she'd never heard this group, and when she finds them, she could help the clans and tell them what they're trying to do, or something like that. But I am just suggesting how cool that would be.

[whitetiger]

Ivorystorm rolled her eyes."What makes you so sure that the rumors are true, what if it isn't loner, what if it's rouges? And if I do go searching for this.....this group, how am I suppose to know where to look? How am I suppose to know where they are? There are so many questions and thought to think about before going on a search for a group of loners. I still have to take care of rose and sunsets other sons. Angel still doesn't know her mother and aunt are dead and nethier does her brother. I still need to tell them. I also think I should make sure sunsets mate doesn't go into some kinda of trance or something. There so much work to do. I'm just freaked out and scared." Ivorystorm started to pace, no longer crying.

[dove]

Whitecloud looked on at the distraught loner. "You don't have to do this yourself." He said softly, almost tenderly...almost. "You're never by yourself, no matter how often you think that. Some will help you, but you have to pull yourself together and find that help." His voice getting stronger with each word.

[whitetiger]

Ivorystorm gave a small smile."Thank you whitecloud. I should go. I have to make sure breaker doesn't do something crazy." She began to walk away but then turned back to whitecloud."Whitecloud I know that you hated me for leaving the clan as my brother did and my father. The way I did it was lie, and not the truth. There was many reasons I left but the one that was most important was that I didn't feel that I belonged their. I was scared about telling the leader that I chose another path, I was scared that the clan would think of me as a insult and a monster for leaving when I was a apprentice. Thats why I lied. Crimsoneyes was my greatest fear, and to face you and tell you the truth. Everyday since i left I keep think that I might have made the wrong choice and went on the wrong path. I miss you whitecloud."

Ivorystorm once again began to walk away into the shadow. It was the 3 time she done that to him, she hated walking into the shadows and leaving her past behind her.

[dove]

Whitecloud called after her, knowing she can hear him as she walked away. "I never hated you. I felt torn, and in the end, I couldn't take it anymore. I was only an apprentice as well. You will always be a friend to me, but nothing more. I always knew the truth. I saw the way you felt as if you didn't belong. And do not worry, your secret is safe with me." He turned and walked within BlazeClan territory, a difference in his walk, a grim determination set along his jawline.

[whitetiger]

Ivorystorm growled a little bit, but still had some fun in her voice."Poor whitecloud still chasing dreams, that will never come." Ivorystorm jumped and landed in front of the bushes charcoal was in."Charcoal, I don't like being spied on or followed. Now come on we need to get back." Ivorystorm darted into the loner territory.

[Squid]

Startled, Charcoal jumped and looked at her, a look crossing his face that said 'Heh, I'm caught' and then leaped up, following her into loner Territory.